Thursday, December 15, 2005
mind over heart? pretty tough

After much persistance, I gave up on my sweetheart(jus someone I like larz) mths ago. It was a tough but rational decision, she wants to concentrate on her studies, not interested in getting into any relationship, or so she told me. My advances were rejected, what else could I do right?

Well, until now, still feel quite xin suan sometimes lar. It's pretty tough to let it go, is it not? Some of those personality tests or horoscope stuff say my first love will last forever. I hope not! But so far, it's been truth larz, wonder if it's the personality tests affecting me or they're really true lorz.

Still remember how I used to crack my head thinking of what we might talk about whenever I see her online. It's kinda tough when we dun share similar interests or hobbies. When she was still schooling and I msg her first, I literally put my head on the chopping board sia. The reply will definitely be a request for help on schoolwork. What would you do if your sweetheart asks for help? Help lar. After some time, felt kinda sad larz, always hoping something might happen, nothing happening in the end. Guess I just failed miserably to make an impact...

So far, the best way out of this 'sadness' is to keep myself busy. I tend to think a lot when I've got nothing better to do, tt is, especially when I'm stoning or just relaxing. Guess time will erode it away eventually but until then, hai, suck thumb like we say in the army.

posted by sc @ 9:53 pm

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