the other side
Hai, had a chat wif Yan Ru and realised...not many ppl have seen the other side (dark side) of me. One of the very few is Kian Bin back in Sec 3 or 4 I can't recall. Another one of them is Ting Wei back in Sec 2. I'm the kinda person who is very tolerant so the anger in me sort of accumulates. But when it overflows *hoohoo*, I'll explode and it's really not very nice.
I haven't exploded for a long time le(since sec sch), and I can feel it accumulating in me (impending explosion maybe? I can't tell...). I'm distancing further and further away from my jc clique le, away from Kenneth and Hui Jian. Sometimes I feel bad abt it, but when I go out wif them, I do feel irritated at times also lorz. Their behaviour are at times unacceptable to me lorz, but I just leave it as it is cos tt's just them mahz, can't expect them to change for me rite? Maybe I'm the one who's abnormal and they're normal? Will definitely need 3rd party to analyse to be fair to them lorz, I might be wrong lorz. Feel quite shitty suddenly.
Jus found out tt my Sec 4 class has a grp blog. Very nice lorz, the photos brings back fond memories of my Sec 3 and 4 days and of course the outings which I also went. Hai, the other side...abt to be unleashed maybe...I duno...
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I'm home! For a very long wkend, probably the last b4 the run-in/build-up for our atec, a test of the battalion's combat proficiency. Very lucky indeed, our coy shud b on 4ntm standby beginning on wednesday but...C coy will b doing until the 1st wk of april. =P
Well, finally found a good host, no adverts, free service, for my webby interestin'. I also managed to include the google ads which is meant for me and not for the webhost, haha. Hopefully the site will b a success larz, I've never succeeded so far though, worth a try...worth a try.
Will b meeting my BMT section mates tml for lunch, quite glad they called me up, cos I haven't been able to make it for the past few meetings, they still remember me, hehe. Time for some catching up to do tml I guess. Still remember my buddy Lik Sin, who have helped me marvelous much during my BMT when I struggled wif my fitness and camp craft during our 7-day field camp. He's more zai than I am in many aspects, and our status now reflects it pretty well larz, me a spare crew tankee and he, a spec in another armour unit. =)
My BMT days were great mainly becos I was in a welfare coy where they dun tekan us tt much. They're all scholar-type ppl, not necessarily hardworking cos they're smart. I managed to hun shui mo yu and got into this great grp of ppl, haha, lucky me. Mixed wif them well and blended in rather easily lorz, good life for me then. A great juxtapose to my days in GTW when the some of the mono-guys are jus not tt friendly to me. Well, wonderful tt these guys aren't wif me, lucky I got into B coy where I wanted, away from these ppl and wif the nice, friendly, accomodating B coy mono-guys.
Jus watched Remember The Titans which I completed downloading b4 I booked in on Monday this wk. Wow wee, a wonderful show abt a 'black' coach hired to manage this sch's American Football team where racism is really great. Thru a boot-camp type of training, he managed to gel the black and white players together to play and win matches and in the process, worn out the racism that was present in the town. Very touching...the 2 coaches, 1 black and 1 white, learnt from each other thru the course of training the guys, one in charge of the attack side, the other the defence side. It's a terrific mus-watch old movie...try catching it...
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home
Whaha, finally home after 3wks of exile in the desert of India...Hmm, generally speaking, it wasn't as bad as expected. They had those kind of container-like bunks set up for us wif all the proper facilities such as toilets, a cookhouse(where we have our meals if we're in-camp), they even have a basketball court which we dun get to use, haha. It was a totally useless trip for me cos imagine this, I'm a tank gunner(whether i'm spare or not is not the point, i'm a spare gunner btw) but I din fire a single shot during this 3wks in India, quite disappointed larz, all I did was sai kang cos I was in the butt party for the live firing lorz.
Hmm, my coy(company) seems 'sway' to some ppl cos the moment we touched down at the India training camp, it rained tt night and every night for the nxt few days when the previous coy din experience any rain at all in India. From my perspective, other than the fact tt it's very cold, it's a good thing cos our night trainings are cut short due to the rain, haha. One thing spectacular bt the nights are the stars. Phew, there's nowhere in Singapore, nt even on Tekong, tt can match the stars u can see on a clear, cloudless night in India outfield.
The spare crew(my crew) got a chance to take part in a FTX(full-troop exercise) wif the coy on the 6th March. The experience was great in terms of training for us but in terms of performance, hai, our performance was horrendous to say the least. About an hour after the FTX began, we were required to set up artificial camouflage for our tank - my worst nightmare. The timing to meet for completing the camouflaging is 30mins but for the whole of 2hrs of rest time, we were struggling to get our camouflage up *sigh^3* The other ppl set up their's quickly and got to rest lorz. After tt, the mission for the coy was dissipated among the vehicle commanders and our crew once again, performed terribly. Our tank's movements wif the platoon was not up to standard and you bet, our OC was not happy at all! By nightfall, we were told by our PC to have at least 1 person manning the CMG at all times but when our PC paid us a visit at ard 1am, my crew was all sleeping and we got reprimanded by PC lorz. We performed slightly better for our mission the nxt day but really very 'sway' lorz, we broke our antenna. Felt really low morale wif regards to our performance at the FTX. I jus felt tt our PC had too much expectations of us lorz, I mean, it's the first time my crew is involved in a FTX sia, nvr trained wif the coy at all b4 tt lehz. We were really 'lost sheep' in the midst of the coy lorz.
Due to time constraint(as explained by my PS, duno larz), I din get the chance to fire an FS round at the coy live firing lorz. Hai, tt was something to look forward to for the India trip and I din get the chance, you can imagine, my trip to India was totally useless in my perspective lorz.
Enough abt training le, it wasn't really a happy memory larz, but oh, what the hell, my future doesn't lie wif the SAF anyway, why shud I bother too much bt my performance there right? =P
Some interesting stuff abt India on the whole. They have cows, wild boars, buffaloes everywhere on the street feeding on almost anything they can find lorz. In the more rural areas, the houses have dried cow dung which are stacked in certain patterns. Most houses(1-floored only) have cow dung placed on the top of the building like bricks. I assume it helps to keep the house cool in the day maybe. At night, I guess they burn the cow dung in the house to provide warmth lorz. Our training area is jus nxt to a village and so there're civilians everywhere lorz. The kids come to our a-vehicles and when they summon enough courage to talk to us, they ask for food. After we've done our firing, the villagers will all dash into the butt area to collect the cartridges to sell and earn $$ lorz.
Cows in India are considered sacred I think, they're untouched(as in killed) by the Indians and left to grow old and die. Imagine wat a good life they lead compared to cows in other countries who usually end up at the slaughterhouse. During our training, I saw the cows eating cardboard lorz, haha, can you believe it?? Our bottled water come in boxes and we leave the boxes lying ard the trees and when cows pass by, they actually eat them up! Haha, we got to see lotsa animals during our training larz, very close up somemore. There were sheeps, dogs, cows and even camels! This will never happen in Singapore lorz, cos civilians are kept out of our training areas and during live firing, sentries and posted all ard the firing area to prevent unauthorised personnel from entering, endangering their lives. On the whole, the training in India was tough larz, I got to sleep in the day when we've set up the butt and the main crew are firing lorz. Heard from the main crew tt life during Ex Wallaby in Australia was much worse than the training here lorz. So I guess I'm quite lucky larz, anyway am back in Singapore le larz, can't ask for more le, hehe...During my time in India, I jus miss the variety of food we have in S'pore and also listening to english music lorz, was suffering mentally from lack of listening to my fav songs!
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