jus little thoughts

Yupz, the day has finally arrived. My approximately 2.5yrs' brief stint in NS has come to an official end. So much has happened these past 2yrs... First it was getting to know and mix around with the non-A'level people which was a great experience. Then it was the loss of my grandpa which was bound to happen as his health deteriorated at the beginning of last yr. Me giving up on my pri sch sweetheart which I finally concluded, was never meant to be. Losing touch with most of my friends, kept just a few really really great ones in JC, not forgetting the revived contacts from my sec sch. Having gone AWOL from CSSSCA during my NS time, I've finally attended one of their recent meetings.

Hmm, heading towards the uni stage of my life, still very much looking forward to it even though the feedback I've gotten from gals at my age, already 3 yrs into their uni, is very very negative indeed. Seems like there's nothing fun to look forward to in uni lorz. But ultimately, I guess it's still better than being stuck back in camp wif a rigid routine and much rules to abide by, not forgetting having to report to someone wherever you're going, not much decisions to be made by yourself on whatever you want to do. Getting caught by superiors for hair which people outside will wonder why you're gonna visit the barber when there's like nothing much to cut. But undeniably, I've learnt a lot in the army larz. The most useful of which is to go ahead and do something which you dislike very much without lamenting cos it just has to be done. This useful skill can be summarised in two words, "suck thumb".

Gonna turn 21 soon, have just decided that the celebration won't be a big bang. Too troublesome, hafta rack my brains who I might wana invite, forget it, lol. The freedom felt these days clearing my leave/off is simply wonderful. Sleeping and waking as late as you want, getting to watch football matches which I'll usually miss on Sundays, even better still, the Champions League matches on wkdays! I guess I'll have to enjoy this freedom to do things I like while I still can cos it's full-speed ahead once August comes.

Nowadays I really wonder what's the point in agreeing on a time to meet when no one sticks to it? Late-coming from everyone is getting from bad to worse and even worst. Right now, I'm gonna commit myself not to be early for any meetings wif my frens le, some exceptions I'll just keep to myself larz. Nobody's on time these days, NOBODY. Very few people are bothered to make sure they don't keep others from waiting. It's not surprising to find someone still in bed at home when it's already past the time to meet. It's happened to me so many times. Being early and having to wait for late-comers, which is almost everyone. That doubles the supposed waiting time for me usually, sianz to the max.

Feelin' kinda low these few days, hopefully can get the stuff that are bugging me sorted out when the time is right.